anapride's Diaryland Diary

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08/16/2007 - short update
06/06/2007 - fight with Beth
05/15/2007 - update/small fight w/mom
04/24/2007 - Completely hopeless and scared and backed in a corner
03/09/2007 - Bad day
02/21/2007 - Mommy
02/20/2007 - -
01/17/2007 - Daddy
01/09/2007 - Final, complete break up with Beth
10/19/2006 - Hospital, doctors, etc
10/17/2006 - School decsion
08/10/2006 - Crazy life stuff
08/06/2006 - Horrible-ness
06/06/2006 - Story problems
05/04/2006 - college
04/05/2006 - Beth stuff
03/27/2006 - School panic
03/14/2006 - Dad is in the hospital
03/09/2006 - Sleep crap, other crap
03/05/2006 - worrying about future
02/26/2006 - NOT Ana
02/22/2006 - Horrible fight/emotional-talk with Beth
02/07/2006 - still feeling bad
02/06/2006 - feeling bad
01/15/2006 - ------
01/15/2006 - fight with beth, cut
12/07/2005 - explanation of last post
12/07/2005 - hate beth
11/03/2005 - Serious depression, suicidal thoughts, HELP!!!!
10/18/2005 - Slavery
09/21/2005 - Being misunderstood
09/10/2005 - I have no words to describe this
08/18/2005 - Fears
07/26/2005 - Moving
07/23/2005 - \"Adventure\" on the freeway
07/17/2005 - short update of last night
07/09/2005 - Stuff with mom, and emotionalness
06/04/2005 - my computer sucks. bigtime.
05/21/2005 - Beth is so... ugghh!!!!!!!
05/11/2005 - short update of long (suicidal) weekend
04/26/2005 - I need to make some changes in my life...
04/19/2005 - Faithful Chickie
04/11/2005 - ...... sometimes songs can describe it better then I can....
04/06/2005 - what Beth's mom said..........
03/29/2005 - ................... In shock. Bigtime.
03/29/2005 - Easter, and updates
03/20/2005 - HORRIBLE anxiety attack on Friday
03/15/2005 - Feeling Alone
02/25/2005 - Maudree's diary
02/17/2005 - fucking stupid stuff with Beth
02/06/2005 - Maudree. Fucking stupid crap.
01/29/2005 - RANTING~~~~~~~~
01/16/2005 - Eh. Dates and stuff
01/10/2005 - life, ramblings, etc whatever
01/07/2005 - Beth came to visit!!
12/08/2004 - lists and stuff
12/05/2004 - mom.....
12/01/2004 - fucking fuck fuck
11/23/2004 - Beth. stuff. shit.
11/21/2004 - stuff in my head (earlier)
11/20/2004 - beth...
11/19/2004 - BETH!
11/10/2004 - Jenn
11/07/2004 - Jenn--- Rest In Peace, I love you always
10/28/2004 - Beth, Maudree, stuff
10/27/2004 - break up, or just a break?
10/27/2004 - emotional thinking.... help? *whimper*
10/21/2004 - reasons why I feel like shit today
10/20/2004 - Cas's diary, my thoughts
10/19/2004 - depressed. and maudree.
10/15/2004 - suicide thinking
10/08/2004 - Beth........
10/07/2004 - (nothing and everything)
10/06/2004 - Dear Beth
10/01/2004 - ........... Depressed.
09/22/2004 - Beth's visit- the bad stuff
09/12/2004 - Laura and Kat
09/11/2004 - ...................
08/26/2004 - FUCKING HATE LIFE
08/11/2004 - school this year
07/23/2004 - *sigh*
07/17/2004 - Maudree
07/13/2004 - shitiness
07/03/2004 - \"Maura's Angel\"
07/01/2004 - -----
06/25/2004 - Damn emotions
06/24/2004 - *huge sigh*
06/23/2004 - Confession time
06/23/2004 - I hate my life!
06/09/2004 - gah
06/06/2004 - update, apologies, outcome
06/04/2004 - ...................
06/03/2004 - My birthday. yay.
05/30/2004 - updating how I feel, I guess
05/27/2004 - This is hard!
05/25/2004 - Our \"break\" really hurts
05/22/2004 - I still love her. Whether we're \"together\" or not, I still love her.
05/19/2004 - confused
2004-05-07 - big fight with mom
2004-05-02 - I love Maudree. That's really all I can say.
2004-04-30 - Maudree, me.......?
2004-04-26 - prom and stuff
2004-04-21 - really missing Maudree
2004-04-15 - damn life
2004-04-01 - I love Maudree, but I'm worried sick, and I can't do a damn thing about this.
2004-03-28 - goodbye Ana. hopefully forever.
2004-03-26 - poem to ana
2004-03-25 - ANA (fuckfuckfuck!)
2004-03-23 - missing grandpa
2004-03-17 - fuckin'fucked-upday!
2004-03-15 - worried about maudree
2004-03-11 - first day of new class, and mom
2004-03-09 - *sigh* and *sigh*
2004-03-09 - *sigh* Ana
2004-03-07 - mia/ana/maudree
2004-03-07 - updates. not good ones, either
2004-03-04 - la de da
2004-02-24 - school
2004-02-13 - missing my girl
2004-02-06 - oh fuck
2004-01-29 - Group. shitty group.
2004-01-23 - uh...... yikes. damn. FUCK.
2004-01-08 - Mia/Maudree
2004-01-03 - ......
2003-12-30 - our anniversary!! *hearts*
2003-12-28 - Fuck people!
2003-12-08 - NO MORE DOUBTS DAMNIT!
2003-11-26 - Maudree *hearts!*
2003-11-24 - FUCK!!!! *cries*
2003-11-18 - memories, the past...
2003-11-13 - just updating
2003-11-04 - Big tramatic shit this morning
2003-11-03 - Damn her!
2003-11-03 - My amazing friend
2003-10-15 - Letter to Ana
2003-10-14 - SHITTIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!
2003-10-12 - rant (Cas and stuff)
2003-10-09 - lassie
2003-09-24 - MB!!!
2003-09-20 - la la la..... i hate life.... la la la....
2003-09-18 - confused about life
2003-09-16 - Stuff....
2003-09-16 - Trying to sell books!!!
2003-09-14 - MOM!!! AHH!!
2003-09-12 - HORRIBLE DAY
2003-06-25 - ANA???
2003-06-24 - Happiness!
2003-06-15 - HELP!
2003-06-10 - My weekend trip
2003-06-03 - I'M 16!!!!!
2003-05-27 - I HATE MY DAD!!
2003-05-21 - MOM!! grrrrrr
2003-05-14 - Kassie...... *sigh*
2003-05-04 - KASSIE!!!
2003-04-25 - GRRRRR
2003-04-20 - HER
2003-04-08 - fuck love
2003-03-31 - FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!
2003-03-29 - grandpa
2003-03-01 - I HATE THIS!!!
2003-02-22 - Ana, Depression, Suicide
2003-02-08 - Dear S
2003-02-04 - Love, crush, what???
2003-01-19 - I miss san diego!
2003-01-08 - jumbled updates/emotions
2003-01-04 - Song!!!
2003-01-03 - Just updating
2002-12-23 - sadness
2002-12-23 - Grrrrr
2002-12-19 - Everything & anything
2002-12-08 - Fuck!
2002-11-29 - updates... nice ones
10-14-02 - depressed? hmmmm