anapride's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- fight with Beth *storms in and flops down face-first on a big fluffy woobie, crying and screaming* So I just had a fight with Beth over the phone, started by her saying that she can't come visit me in July because she's decided to take a month-long math course that month. WTF?!?! This trip, we've been planning this trip for months. It was going to be our big yearly San Diego trip for Pride, but we can't really afford that this year, so we recently decided to just stay here in Yuma for the vacation, and go to Phoenix for one night for a concert we both really want to see. This trip would be the first time we've seen each other in over 7 months, and probably the last time we'd see each other for a long while, since I'll be starting some kind of job and hopefully a regular college schedual. Now, suddenly, she's decided to take this math course on the ONE MONTH that we have our vacation planned for, and since it's such a short course she can't afford to miss any of it, so she says she can't go. I yelled and was really upset and tried to get her to see alternatives, like taking the course online, so then she could do it here too, but she wouldn't agree to that. Then I asked her if she even wanted to see me at all, and she said no, because we aren't girlfriends anymore and apparently, to her, this three or four day trip means that she is "planning my life around you" (her exact words), which I don't get AT ALL. I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE HER SO MUCH RIGHT NOW I HATE THIS WHAT THE F**K IS GOING ON I DON'T UNDERSTAND ALL OF THIS!!!! And now mom is mad at me because I was crying, and as usual she wouldn't leave me alone and kept nagging at me about it until I finally told her to leave me alone, so now she's mad. 9:08 p.m. - 06/06/2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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